hmm.
hai.
im confused.
im vexed.
wo hen fan.
wo hen luan.
they kept on talking abt mi and jinlong!
omg.
i reallie dunno wat to do man.
i juz noe tat.
i cant fall in love again unless i had forgotten des.
hmm.
but i tink there is no possibility tat i can forget him de lor.
ya.
once again.
bcoz of auntie alice and yuan ying lor.
hmm.
or i cant fall in love again unless i got no feelings for him.
stop caring abt him.
but.
when will tat dae come?
how much time do i still need?
3yrs?
5yrs?
hai.
by the time im old le sia.
hai!!!
ARGH!!!
reallie feel like crying.
i mean cry out loud.
SOB!!!
ppl sae to overcome ur previous love.
hafta commit in a new love.
but i dun agree.
i tink its reallie unfair to the new partner.
he/she is juz a replacement to forget the previous one.
hai.
reallie moody now.
hai.
heart pain.
heart broke.
hai.
juz now night class chat wif shinyi in msn.
she still dunno mi and des break.
still sae.
"not like u and ur boi so loving"
hai.
reallie feel like crying on the spot.
im tearing.
but tears din drop.
hai.
mayb i dun look like juz shi lian.
and i may look dun care.
or dun look treasure tis relationship.
BUT!
I DO CARE!
I DO TREASURE!
but.
i juz dunno how to tell all my friends abt tis.
wana wan mi sms 1 by 1 tell meh.
siao.
hai.
the first one who noe it .
i dunno who lah.
but the first one who ask mi abt tis.
is.
kailin ba.
den those gers noe le.
den got regards from my jies.
hai.
am i looking strong?
or im juz acting strong?
yun said im strong.
in the sense of not the same as last time ba.
hai.
i reallie wana be loved.
but.
i cant be selfish.
its reallie unfair.
hai.
wat i shld do now?
wat can i do now?
hai.
the suet everyone is seeing now is not the suet used to be ba i tink.
i realie dunno when den i can be the suet i used to be.
ya.
now u can see mi happie everydae.
always laughing.
joking all the while.
but.
who reallie noes and who will reallie understand.
wat am i tinking deep in my mind?
how do i feel deep in my heart?
hai.
the next guy who reallie wana get hold of my heart.
plz be careful.
my heart is reallie veri frugel.
plz take care of it.
if u dun haf the meaning of taking care of it.
plz dun touch it.
or better dun get near of it.
i reallie dunno i can take another setback or not.
or mayb i might be crazy.
coz now i nearly become crazy le.
hai.
sob.
=:::(
hai.
im confused.
im vexed.
wo hen fan.
wo hen luan.
they kept on talking abt mi and jinlong!
omg.
i reallie dunno wat to do man.
i juz noe tat.
i cant fall in love again unless i had forgotten des.
hmm.
but i tink there is no possibility tat i can forget him de lor.
ya.
once again.
bcoz of auntie alice and yuan ying lor.
hmm.
or i cant fall in love again unless i got no feelings for him.
stop caring abt him.
but.
when will tat dae come?
how much time do i still need?
3yrs?
5yrs?
hai.
by the time im old le sia.
hai!!!
ARGH!!!
reallie feel like crying.
i mean cry out loud.
SOB!!!
ppl sae to overcome ur previous love.
hafta commit in a new love.
but i dun agree.
i tink its reallie unfair to the new partner.
he/she is juz a replacement to forget the previous one.
hai.
reallie moody now.
hai.
heart pain.
heart broke.
hai.
juz now night class chat wif shinyi in msn.
she still dunno mi and des break.
still sae.
"not like u and ur boi so loving"
hai.
reallie feel like crying on the spot.
im tearing.
but tears din drop.
hai.
mayb i dun look like juz shi lian.
and i may look dun care.
or dun look treasure tis relationship.
BUT!
I DO CARE!
I DO TREASURE!
but.
i juz dunno how to tell all my friends abt tis.
wana wan mi sms 1 by 1 tell meh.
siao.
hai.
the first one who noe it .
i dunno who lah.
but the first one who ask mi abt tis.
is.
kailin ba.
den those gers noe le.
den got regards from my jies.
hai.
am i looking strong?
or im juz acting strong?
yun said im strong.
in the sense of not the same as last time ba.
hai.
i reallie wana be loved.
but.
i cant be selfish.
its reallie unfair.
hai.
wat i shld do now?
wat can i do now?
hai.
the suet everyone is seeing now is not the suet used to be ba i tink.
i realie dunno when den i can be the suet i used to be.
ya.
now u can see mi happie everydae.
always laughing.
joking all the while.
but.
who reallie noes and who will reallie understand.
wat am i tinking deep in my mind?
how do i feel deep in my heart?
hai.
the next guy who reallie wana get hold of my heart.
plz be careful.
my heart is reallie veri frugel.
plz take care of it.
if u dun haf the meaning of taking care of it.
plz dun touch it.
or better dun get near of it.
i reallie dunno i can take another setback or not.
or mayb i might be crazy.
coz now i nearly become crazy le.
hai.
sob.
=:::(
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